Yesterday, I woke up at 5: 30 am.
I took a shower, I got dressed, I had breakfast, I came to the University to teach a class at 8: 00 am. It was cold and I just had a thin sweater.
I spoke about resilience, about a couple of soccer players who grew up in pretty different environments and became so important to their countries –one of them won an U-17 World Cup and played with Ronaldinho and Messi in Barcelona; the other one was a victim of the War of the Balkans, won the most important award a soccer player can receive in Europe and the last year led his national team to the final match of the World Cup– and that, currently, are on very distinct situations.
One of my pupils asked if adversity is a necessary condition for resilience.
A couple of students spoke and clarified the point.
I didn't know they were so informed about this topic.
It was a nice surprise.
I spoke about a couple of books of war and about aggression and violence in modern society.
I wanted to be clear: Thomas Hobbes wasn't wrong at all.
We (human beings) are violent. Despite we don't own letal weapons, we're able to create letal weapons. In comparison to another animals, we don't have a biological restriction to kill another human and so we kill another humans just for pleasure or just to steal something that the other human owns and that we desire so badly.
I spoke about plagiarism and social networks and the dilemma nature versus nurture.
It was a class of History of Psychology.
We're reviewing British empiricists and nativists such as Descartes and Leibniz.
Before the class, I read a few pages of a few books and papers I have on stand by, I qualified some examinations of Statistics and I wrote some notes for another class.
At 11: 00 am I left the office and moved to an appointment.
My boss and I had an academic meeting at Mexico City.
We took the University transportation –it was a black Jeep with polarized glasses, very new and comfortable– at 11: 40 am and we moved to the Instituto Nacional de Neurología y Neurocirugía.
We have an academic collaboration with a couple of researchers in there.
They own a San Diego Instruments' apparatus that we need so bad.
We had this meeting at 13: 15 pm.
It lasted an hour, or so.
They even spoke about politics and the bad things scientists of the institute are dealing with due to this new government.
I particularly didn't like the meeting at all.
I felt these researchers were sort of arrogant and that they saw me as a PhD student with just one paper and no experience at all.
It's really though.
You just can't speak about all the things you have done... when you first meet someone.
You need to be patient.
Sooner or later, things will fall apart.
If they knew half of the things I've done –exclusively regarding my academic career–, maybe, they would change their attitude. Maybe they would be the same.
Though I'm not pretty sure if I want to be recognized by them, it's annoying.
It sucks. It's a pretty common issue on academy.
You have to deal with someone else's ego all the time.
It's obvious why people see us as a team of cocky and hurtful guys.
Then we moved to the other point of the city, to UAM-Xochimilco.
At 15: 30 pm, my boss had another appointment there.
After his meeting, he introduced me to the responsible of the bioterium.
She reminded me so bad to someone I have recently met.
They basically spoke of another issue I have to deal with.
We have another collaboration with researchers of UAM-Xochimilco.
We have a prenatal immune activation model with rodents.
They also spoke about the bad things scientists of UAM –including myself– are dealing with due to this new government.
It seems that each time I'm finally about to get an academic tenure track position, things fall apart. (Should I devote myself to another activity?)
As my boss went to his appointment, I walked around the University.
It's awesome. It's really an enormous University.
I understood why it is so desired by academic mobs.
On the last strike, UAM–Xochimilco was a big issue.
Everyone seemed to be interested on employing it as a weapon of power.
I even found a building that has appeared in many of my dreams.
It was the first time I ever saw it.
This meeting lasted half an hour and my boss had told me that it would last an hour and a half.
As soon as this meeting ended, he called me on the phone, but my phone had no battery, so I arrived at 16: 45 pm.
We moved to Lerma again.
Our driver took the Second Floor of Periférico.
It was my first time, too.
The city looked fantastic.
It even looked like another city of another country.
We arrived to Lerma at 18: 00 pm.
I arrived home at 19: 00 pm.
I'm still so tired.
I still don't get used to this rhythm.
I want to do something that matters.
I need to write a lot more.
I Want To Do Something That Matters
