Zeitgedächtnis

I always dream of this and I'm overbored  The dream has a strange force It pushes me to miss someone   And I shouldn't allow her to become part of my life 'Cause she has forgotten me  The days elapse slowly and the hours make me feel like if a rusty knife were cutting somewhere inside my brain    Women sometimes are really dangerous and aware of the damage they provoke us Specially when you care about one 'Cause it's funny to realize that those women you don't care about Wait for you and call you and do everything for you   Even for one single second!!!  That kind of things that stop you in the street while you're walking through awful faces and then you sigh    So deep and sad   And you ask yourself: 'Why couldn't we be together?' 'She's the only one I really want' And then the girl just fades out like a beautiful dream you woke up from this morning 

And well this repetitive dream consists of the same scene: At her home  There is a big wooden table  There are 6 or 7 guys around you  Everyone has taken a seat  No one looks at you  It seems you are invicible  And the sensation it's great  Then she seats close to you  Looks at you with a big smile and with some kind of happiness inside her eyes  Then she asks you: 'Would you like to come another day, honey?' And the fact it's that you feel completely happy  So numb at the same time But later  YOU wake up and the dream not only hasn´t vanished at all, but has burned into your brain, like a long-lasting reflex