La La Love You

I will always think of you be associated In my dream, we were about to have our bachelor's degree examination and so we were practicing in front of a class.

The classroom was one in which we actually did it, almost fifteen years ago.

It was located in the third floor of the main building of the school. 

Instead of having a visually impactating presentation, as we really did it, we got some sort of poster. 

Some pupils helped you out to hang the poster on a wall. As you did so, I felt nervous. It seemed none of you was aware of the importance of that poster and then it looked like you would break it anytime. 

Then the professor who was giving us time of his class, asked us to start rehearsing.

Before his petition, you really seemed so selfconfident and you even behave as if I were an invisible meaningless moron. 

I decided to ask you to go along by yourself and you started to hesitate.

I wonder if you saw the real video of our bachelor's degree examination and if you, finally, came up to the conclusion that I was the one who spoke the most complicated issues of the thesis. 

She Screams In Silence

I was having dinner with my wife.
We we're around a table in a quiet and dark room.
It was cozy and painted in red and green.
The table had a stripped tablecloth on it.

(In some ways, it looked like the previous apparment on which we lived for five years.)

Somehow I knew that we were expecting you.

Suddenly, someone put the key in the door lock, made it spin and then opened the doorway.
It was you. You dressed exactly as the last time I saw you.

Somehow, you looked lighter than that last time.

You looked at us and walked to the table.
You said Hi and smiled to us.

Somehow you looked shy and insecure.

For a moment, we saw each other, face to face.
I wanted to be nice, but I was unable to smile.

I continued talking to my wife, but feeling terribly guilt.

You sat beside me in the table and said something nice about a picture of a cat that was hanging on the wall.

You said something like Cats are awesome.

I sensed you weren't comfortable at all.
All you wanted to do was to be nice with us.

It seemed that you were about to live with us.

In a way, it really excited me.
The chances to get along with you were so exciting.
But it also scared me.

I was afraid to falling in love with you.

At the time I had these thoughts, I secretly saw you.

You looked so fragile and pretty. 

Yesterday, I was thinking all day long to give you a call and say Hi.
I didn't. I'm not sure if I will. 

All The Love In The World

Why do I still dream about you...?